dimanche 9 août 2009

Burning up for your love

In my last post I told you how I'd planned a big weekend - to get back my mojo, to re-discover my missing muse, to find my groove again.

Well, no sooner had I posted, than I started to feel a little bit hot.  A bit sticky.  Hot behind the eyes, achey of limb.  And that's how I ended up spending the last 36 hours in bed.  

Ridiculous.

I even had to cancel a date that I had organised for yesterday evening.  And trust me, this isn't a guy I'd be cancelling unless I really had to.

So, do you think it's a higher power reining me in?  I've asked myself this question over the last couple of days.

There are two weekends now before Florida Boy arrives - the first one I have friends visiting me, the second I'm in the UK at a wedding, so there's no chance between now and his arrival of me behaving badly.  This was the only weekend where such a thing would have been possible.

This was the weekend that I was planning to be a bad boy.  Planning to get me some loving that I wouldn't be telling Florida Boy about.

And that's why I question whether someone 'up there' struck me down on purpose.  Gave me a bug that lasted from friday afternoon until sunday morning to keep me out of the cheating zone. 

I wonder.

Fate?  Anyone?

15 commentaires:

Valleys Mam a dit…

Nope don't believe in that.We are masters of our own destiny, but it has made you question your behaviour in relation to the Floridian hasn't it.
You have talk for a while about wanting to settle etc etc ,and then as soon as you do you go on a shagfest.
Stop scuppering yourself, if this Florida guy is what you want , why jeopardise it for a physical kick.
You do actually deserve long term happiness,so relax and see what comes.

The Mutant a dit…

Don't be ridiculous, it's not fate, or god, or the universe, or the Minogue sisters... It's more than likely just some left over bug from the naughty fun you got up to in whilst you were on holidays. Don't worry yourself. There'll be plenty more opportunity to muck up behind Florida Boy's back!

travelling, but not in love a dit…

Mam and Mootant - could I possibly get two more different responses? God bless the pair of you....he he

cb a dit…

it was all psychosomatic... because yer in LURVE!!!

travelling, but not in love a dit…

cb- shush.

Pure Poser a dit…

It was freakin fate!

Actually I don't have a clue what it is, but you like - no scratch that- LOVE florida boy!

There aint no denying that. :D

12ontheinside a dit…

Ooh, I have to agree with Valleys Mam. Hope you are feeling better.

Rob Inukshuk a dit…

No big master-plan thingy, but your reaction speaks volumes, no?

travelling, but not in love a dit…

Poser, ask me and I'll deny it. That's for sure...at least for the moment anyway...

12oti - yeah, so do I really, but I think there's a bit of unaccounted for fear and trepidation involved too...

Rob, I think so. If I'm thinking that's what it is, then maybe there's something to it. Lord help me.

MyopicPsychotic a dit…

Why must you get a sly one in before FB arrives? This stinks of commitment issues - "I can, therefore I shall!"

travelling, but not in love a dit…

MP, erm, yes, exactly. Panic is, I'd imagine, the best excuse I can give....

Daryl a dit…

Well, there are no coincidences so ....

travelling, but not in love a dit…

D, who knows what it is really...?

aims a dit…

Laughing at all the comments....

We've got your number sweetie!

travelling, but not in love a dit…

Aims, you've had it for a long time dearest!